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This night i sweated alot it was like i am in a sauna my bed was totally wet when i woke up, and the first thought i had when waking up was "I have to do porn, i have to be a porn actor" lol.
But i feel good the whole day so far, random poeple come and say hi to me or start to talk. And other than with sm i have no problem with and enjoy it even with men, i have bigger interest now in hearing poeples stories.
I havent seen my affaire for 3-4 days now she isn´t calling me and I dont do it either perhaps she is angry because we had a fight last time, perhaps she has an other guy. But i don´t care because I know he can´t be good as I am because he surely doesnt has Shannons subs haha, I already started dating an 18 year old milf from Czechia and have a date tomorrow with a 19 year old arab girl. I am so much calmer now in overall than with sm and much less jealous and aggression is fading away I dont care about the looks men give me, I just enjoy life.
Today I went to the shopping mall to buy some things (parfum,peeling...) there was a nerdy guy with a hot chick, every time he wanted to kiss her she pulled him away or everytime he wanted to hug her she put his arms back, it was clear that she was using him for paying her stuff. However i wanted to pay and at the cash desk she went in front of me to pay although was before her in queue. However i stayed calm and ignored her, it was obvious she wanted me to notice her, then suddenly the nerdy guy said "ehm darling the man was before you, you jumped the queue." And then she said "oh sry i didn´t notice you, i am sry " I said it´s ok. She repeated it 5 times that she is sry and added "now i will feel bad and guilty the whole day" lol, I ignored what she said paid and wished the nerdy guy a great day.
While leaving I thought to myself again one of womens dirty games...
@alphareal thank you for the information
@zen my height is 185cm
@Ricardo you are right i cant really different what is the effect of sm and what the effecct of wm is, i am still feeling the presence of sm in me and i am sure it´s interfering with wm, but the effects will weaken and be replaced or combined in a good way - I hope.
This night i sweated alot it was like i am in a sauna my bed was totally wet when i woke up, and the first thought i had when waking up was "I have to do porn, i have to be a porn actor" lol.
But i feel good the whole day so far, random poeple come and say hi to me or start to talk. And other than with sm i have no problem with and enjoy it even with men, i have bigger interest now in hearing poeples stories.
I havent seen my affaire for 3-4 days now she isn´t calling me and I dont do it either perhaps she is angry because we had a fight last time, perhaps she has an other guy. But i don´t care because I know he can´t be good as I am because he surely doesnt has Shannons subs haha, I already started dating an 18 year old milf from Czechia and have a date tomorrow with a 19 year old arab girl. I am so much calmer now in overall than with sm and much less jealous and aggression is fading away I dont care about the looks men give me, I just enjoy life.
Today I went to the shopping mall to buy some things (parfum,peeling...) there was a nerdy guy with a hot chick, every time he wanted to kiss her she pulled him away or everytime he wanted to hug her she put his arms back, it was clear that she was using him for paying her stuff. However i wanted to pay and at the cash desk she went in front of me to pay although was before her in queue. However i stayed calm and ignored her, it was obvious she wanted me to notice her, then suddenly the nerdy guy said "ehm darling the man was before you, you jumped the queue." And then she said "oh sry i didn´t notice you, i am sry " I said it´s ok. She repeated it 5 times that she is sry and added "now i will feel bad and guilty the whole day" lol, I ignored what she said paid and wished the nerdy guy a great day.
While leaving I thought to myself again one of womens dirty games...
@alphareal thank you for the information
@zen my height is 185cm
@Ricardo you are right i cant really different what is the effect of sm and what the effecct of wm is, i am still feeling the presence of sm in me and i am sure it´s interfering with wm, but the effects will weaken and be replaced or combined in a good way - I hope.
