06-28-2014, 12:40 AM
Sounds like a bitchass who is unwilling to accept your shine coming through. the shine that is swallowing and totally enshrouding his perceived alpha status.
He is acting out of insecurity and from a point of lower status trying to prove he is hot shit by picking random fights with you.
Had something like that in the past and it took a close and true friend to explain the dynamics, as to what was happening, to me before I got it.
I see the resemblance in this situation.
Family, friends, people you trust will hold you from growth is what I have experienced for God knows why. I still haven't figured that out since I want other people to reach their peaks in everything but I guess not everybody functions from the same mentality.
As for the guilt you are right about that as the conflicting feelings will be there but you will have to decide or choose rather what you want. are you ok wit being mediocre and keep them pleased or aim for your highest level and be ok with losing a couple of friends even if means walking a solo path for a while?
I would choose the latter any day over any friends, family, girl, love of my life or any other meaningful relationship you can come up with here just to see what I am capable of.
People who are supposed to soar in the skies are not supposed to wrestle with pigs!
He is acting out of insecurity and from a point of lower status trying to prove he is hot shit by picking random fights with you.
Had something like that in the past and it took a close and true friend to explain the dynamics, as to what was happening, to me before I got it.
I see the resemblance in this situation.
Family, friends, people you trust will hold you from growth is what I have experienced for God knows why. I still haven't figured that out since I want other people to reach their peaks in everything but I guess not everybody functions from the same mentality.
As for the guilt you are right about that as the conflicting feelings will be there but you will have to decide or choose rather what you want. are you ok wit being mediocre and keep them pleased or aim for your highest level and be ok with losing a couple of friends even if means walking a solo path for a while?
I would choose the latter any day over any friends, family, girl, love of my life or any other meaningful relationship you can come up with here just to see what I am capable of.
People who are supposed to soar in the skies are not supposed to wrestle with pigs!
