06-23-2014, 07:45 PM
Stage 1, Day 5
Worn down from continous work and busking; 6 days straight of working, 5 days straight of busking, at that time.
Work finishes that day, and I pack for my friend's cottage to stay overnight with some of her family. I bring my guitar.
Once there, I'm asked to play around the campfire; wasn't expecting to put on a full show, but I did, more fingerstyle stuff than singing, but still.
The weird thing is that my skills had a sudden and permanent increase; even two beers in me didn't change that. I go to be satisfied, but tired. I then couldn't fall asleep for 2 hours; probably from too much sipping from my friend's maple cinnamon coffee.
I get exposure by hanging my headphones near my head and playing ultrasound. Probably got less than an average day.
Stage 1, Day 6
Wake up exhausted; it's 6:30 am. Go back to bed, wake up at 9am. It's okay, it's my day off; completely off of everything! No gym, no work, no busk; I do what I want. I'm still at the cottage.
After breakfast and seadoo, I soon have to return home, finally getting back around 1:45pm. I have made plans for sushi in the next 45 minutes. I kill some time by transcribing a very difficult song on acoustic guitar called "Moon River".
Meet for sushi, then I buy some beers and we drink at my place and watch some music clips till he had to go to his class across town. I keep transcribing the song, until I finish it, and realize that someone had sent me the exact same transcription by email. I gave it a shot because I thought the guy did it wrong; I did make some improvements.
My sudden improvement at guitar might be permanent; excellent. I've had problems in the last two weeks with this. This resolves my problem with 'Master Your Instrument For Speed'; I may not be playing at max speed yet, but I'm playing very clearly and clean. The guitar even sounds better; I only replaced the low E string; maybe my hands are playing the guitar differently as well. Imagine what a 5G program for musicians would do with MPME and Optimus Engine, as opposed to a relatively simple 3G sub!
Consider that the furthest topic from my mind right now is women; I really stopped caring if I have sex with women. I hardly even look at women; on the bus, I saw someone turn his head to check a woman out, and I'm wondering "what the hell is he doing?". To his defence, the woman was attractive, I just got my fill by looking at her for 0.25 seconds.
On that same bus, I was sitting next to what could have been an attractive woman, I TRULY didn't care to check. This sub is de-programming YEARS of neediness; no PUA could internalize that belief; they could only give me a technique to act like I didn't care, which I've tried, and now consider very harmful to your self-confidence.
Worn down from continous work and busking; 6 days straight of working, 5 days straight of busking, at that time.
Work finishes that day, and I pack for my friend's cottage to stay overnight with some of her family. I bring my guitar.
Once there, I'm asked to play around the campfire; wasn't expecting to put on a full show, but I did, more fingerstyle stuff than singing, but still.
The weird thing is that my skills had a sudden and permanent increase; even two beers in me didn't change that. I go to be satisfied, but tired. I then couldn't fall asleep for 2 hours; probably from too much sipping from my friend's maple cinnamon coffee.
I get exposure by hanging my headphones near my head and playing ultrasound. Probably got less than an average day.
Stage 1, Day 6
Wake up exhausted; it's 6:30 am. Go back to bed, wake up at 9am. It's okay, it's my day off; completely off of everything! No gym, no work, no busk; I do what I want. I'm still at the cottage.
After breakfast and seadoo, I soon have to return home, finally getting back around 1:45pm. I have made plans for sushi in the next 45 minutes. I kill some time by transcribing a very difficult song on acoustic guitar called "Moon River".
Meet for sushi, then I buy some beers and we drink at my place and watch some music clips till he had to go to his class across town. I keep transcribing the song, until I finish it, and realize that someone had sent me the exact same transcription by email. I gave it a shot because I thought the guy did it wrong; I did make some improvements.
My sudden improvement at guitar might be permanent; excellent. I've had problems in the last two weeks with this. This resolves my problem with 'Master Your Instrument For Speed'; I may not be playing at max speed yet, but I'm playing very clearly and clean. The guitar even sounds better; I only replaced the low E string; maybe my hands are playing the guitar differently as well. Imagine what a 5G program for musicians would do with MPME and Optimus Engine, as opposed to a relatively simple 3G sub!
Consider that the furthest topic from my mind right now is women; I really stopped caring if I have sex with women. I hardly even look at women; on the bus, I saw someone turn his head to check a woman out, and I'm wondering "what the hell is he doing?". To his defence, the woman was attractive, I just got my fill by looking at her for 0.25 seconds.
On that same bus, I was sitting next to what could have been an attractive woman, I TRULY didn't care to check. This sub is de-programming YEARS of neediness; no PUA could internalize that belief; they could only give me a technique to act like I didn't care, which I've tried, and now consider very harmful to your self-confidence.
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