11-27-2010, 10:06 PM
So much for the winding down, lol! Sunday I ran into a waitress that I haven't seen since early May and we had a lot of catching up to do. Her coworker came around and she [coworker] said something about my facebook status and then my waitress goes crazy, badgering me to friend her. I think she's crushing on me or something. I wrote down my facebook url with my nickname and I get a friend request when I get in . She dabbles with facebook a little. She's not a facebook addict and doesn't post attention wh0r3 gibberish every 15 minutes so that's a plus in my book.
I do really like her a lot but with that being said, I'm still going to do what I want (salsa dance and meet new people and so on. I'm not dropping what I'm doing just to be with her.)
Aside from her, it's been a pretty crazy week. I feel more connected to my emotions and I feel more welcoming to what I'm feeling instead of brushing it off.
This was my last full week of stage 3. I start stage 4 tomorrow night.
When it comes to interactions with others, I feel much more at ease now than I did when I first started AM (which is telling me it's working). I still get negative thinking coming up every so often but it tends to be shorter lived and I'm consciously more aware of it and able to call it on it's BS.
I do really like her a lot but with that being said, I'm still going to do what I want (salsa dance and meet new people and so on. I'm not dropping what I'm doing just to be with her.)
Aside from her, it's been a pretty crazy week. I feel more connected to my emotions and I feel more welcoming to what I'm feeling instead of brushing it off.
This was my last full week of stage 3. I start stage 4 tomorrow night.
When it comes to interactions with others, I feel much more at ease now than I did when I first started AM (which is telling me it's working). I still get negative thinking coming up every so often but it tends to be shorter lived and I'm consciously more aware of it and able to call it on it's BS.
Get your pickles!!!