06-01-2014, 05:20 AM
I have been traveling all over the place so it's been a while since My last update. Today marks the last day for Stage, and I really haven't noticed any profound shifts lately...not like at first anyway. In fact, it feels like I've taken a step backwards. I seem to be depressed more frequently, and have been rather quiet. I do notice when I resort to approval seeking behavior, and stifle it as quickly as possible.
I guess I have to say that this first Stage has raised my awareness of beta behavior, but it has not yet instilled the Alpha traits that I want to make an integral part of my being. I'm sure that comes in later Stages.
I guess if I had to sum up my overall impression of this stage with one word, it would be dissatisfaction. Not with the sub, mind you, but with my ingrained attitudes and habits. AM6 Stage 1 has simply brought them into the light.
So on to Stage 2. Let's see what happens next.
Nationwide
I guess I have to say that this first Stage has raised my awareness of beta behavior, but it has not yet instilled the Alpha traits that I want to make an integral part of my being. I'm sure that comes in later Stages.
I guess if I had to sum up my overall impression of this stage with one word, it would be dissatisfaction. Not with the sub, mind you, but with my ingrained attitudes and habits. AM6 Stage 1 has simply brought them into the light.
So on to Stage 2. Let's see what happens next.
Nationwide
I'm Brad, I'm Nationwide
