(05-26-2014, 11:22 PM)adam225 Wrote: BTW, you want advice on women ?? Here you go : http://www.sosuave.net/forum/forumdisplay.php?f=15
Make sure you study the DJ bible....
The DJ bible is awesome, only read 2 links so far and they are eye opening. Thanks bud.
Day 8: I wanted to mention something yesterday that I forgot to mention. I'm feeling lots of guilt come up, and because of it fear. I noticed this when my friend was acting like he was gonna pubch me but it was so slow and harmless that I still flinched, usually I wouldn't. Also when I walk in ghetto neighours I feel anxiety and fear too. Which usually I don't think about this stuff, but some tine in my life as a kid, I grew up in the ghetto and it was all hardcore gangster stuff, shootings etc. i'm not thinking about these thoughts but it's the only logical thing that makes sense to why I feel fear. Not sure where the guilt is coming in but it may be from leaving girls behind without telling them why I left them. when someone shouts my name or asks to talk to me, I feel guilt, anxiety come up as if I'm in trouble, kinda like the times when I was sent to the principals office back in elementary and highschool. I'm not sure what my subconscious is digging out but it's affecting me, i may have to tap on it.
anyways for my update today i'll update tonight, when I go over to my old fwbs place.
