Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

So anyway the last piece of this puzzle is funding his trip across the country so we can be together again.

So my finger was hovering over the like button until I read this. I hope you're not planning on being the one to fund his trip.

No, he is paying his way here, and he is also planning to help me with my bills etc while i get my business off the ground. But i have known him since i was in the first grade. There is no worry about anything when it comes to him. Id have to say he is the only man aside from my most recent ex that i have had such a strong bond and history with. My ex may have been my perfect sexual lover, but he is my perfect romantic lover and soul mate. Honestly, while sex is great, i really want the romance more in my life. I know that in the end this choice is going to lead to my happiness.

Day 41: there isnt much new to report. I am still extremely happy, and my ability to think clearly is really at its peak. I find myself making choices based on logic rather than emotions. I also have a great confidence in everything working out. I did notice however that lately ive had an unusual change in my eating habits. Its probably not related to anything, but ive been finding myself wanting to stay away from hamburger for the most part, and for some reason i have had alot of tuna in my diet. Its just an odd craving i guess.