Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Day 40: it is without a shadow of a doubt that my soul mate has walked back into my life. He was my best friend since we were kids, and high school lovers. I have to say this was not the turn of events that i had expected, but it is certainly amazing. The timing of all this is beyond perfect. Just a month ago i wouldn't have been "ready" for him. This most certainly has to be the result of destiny. He is a man i can never get tired of talking to, and a man who never gets tired of listening. He is a man with the same views on life and love, and we both enjoy the same simple things alot of people take for granted. Things such as spending as much time as possible together, long walks, cuddling, sitting quietly together enjoying each others company. We have a complete ability to be open and honest even on the tough subjects. Its without any doubts that i say all of the recent events have been a training or preparation for this absolutely perfect moment. If it wasnt for the recent heartaches i wouldn't have figured out what i wanted, and what would make me happy. But now i am totally prepared for this. I have reached the point where i know i am independent and able to stand on my own, that i dont need anyone to complete me. I am whole in and of myself and as such i have far more to offer. I can now choose to be with someone instead of needing to be. So anyway the last piece of this puzzle is funding his trip across the country so we can be together again.