Stage 2 Day 1 :
what i want to say wasn't easy for me to admit i know it's not right but it's ok to respect your feelings.i'm angry and jealous at my ex.i imagine her with my friend.i don't want to see them happy because i can read there thoughts about myself (body language etc) i want this feeling to be gone otherwise it will destroy my romantic life.they are happy together and i'm wasting my time and energy thinking about them.screw them.
relationship with my brother got really good.my goal is to be one each other best friends.i know he look up to me in many areas of life.after all i'm the big brother.i'm letting people to help me.i can get along with my dad better.i don't get angry with one word.i say my word but in calm way.
he's making better decision because of TLAM and starting to think BIG.
desire to watching porn decreased
i'm searching and trying to do " what is right " a hard one for sure.a family friend gave me some gift card which i bought a whiteboard for my room and other stuff for writing also a book about translating tricks.
my mind is like " Running of the Bulls " festival.i have lots of major questions in my mind like :
can i finally be rich?
how my future be like?
can i find the wife that i want?
is this sub working?
how can i be rich?
how can i escape this sidewalk?
translating a book is 50% of work and marketing it is the other 50%.my dad asked me what i want to do with my life i gave him my perspective and he said " i respect that".things starting to move slowly.i don't care about love or relationships.the major focus is me.Brad Pit once said: when all of my friends started to being married and having kids i said look you always have time for that.now focus on your career.
well that's the plan Mr.Pitt
what i want to say wasn't easy for me to admit i know it's not right but it's ok to respect your feelings.i'm angry and jealous at my ex.i imagine her with my friend.i don't want to see them happy because i can read there thoughts about myself (body language etc) i want this feeling to be gone otherwise it will destroy my romantic life.they are happy together and i'm wasting my time and energy thinking about them.screw them.
relationship with my brother got really good.my goal is to be one each other best friends.i know he look up to me in many areas of life.after all i'm the big brother.i'm letting people to help me.i can get along with my dad better.i don't get angry with one word.i say my word but in calm way.
he's making better decision because of TLAM and starting to think BIG.
desire to watching porn decreased
i'm searching and trying to do " what is right " a hard one for sure.a family friend gave me some gift card which i bought a whiteboard for my room and other stuff for writing also a book about translating tricks.
my mind is like " Running of the Bulls " festival.i have lots of major questions in my mind like :
can i finally be rich?
how my future be like?
can i find the wife that i want?
is this sub working?
how can i be rich?
how can i escape this sidewalk?
translating a book is 50% of work and marketing it is the other 50%.my dad asked me what i want to do with my life i gave him my perspective and he said " i respect that".things starting to move slowly.i don't care about love or relationships.the major focus is me.Brad Pit once said: when all of my friends started to being married and having kids i said look you always have time for that.now focus on your career.
well that's the plan Mr.Pitt
where attention goes energy flows and result show
