Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Well looks like monday is job applications day and Tuesday's a trip to the health dept for some testing. With everything thats gone wrong im going to make sure i didnt end up getting screwed in other ways too. Its all a part of life though. When you make a choice you have to accept responsibility. So anyway i should have some time to socialize Tuesday after everything if i can get everything done monday that i need to. I also feel like My panic mode "omg what am i gonna do" is gone too. Its just steady steps toward something practical. As soon as i get my camera back im going to take up some photography on the side for fun. I may also try to work on losing weight eventually, but without a scale that wont do much right now. First step is to get working and get the kid in daycare. The rest will follow. I just hope that i don't get any bad news at the health department because it will be a bad day for more than just me. Whatever it is im confident that i can deal with it.