Yeah if there is no purpose of you playing video games other then wasting time..then guess what we're doing? Wasting time! we could use the time for better things.
day 79: Woke up just earlier and I could say I had alot of dreams, just very randoms ones, some futuristic with super humans and space travelling. Anyhow, I woke up with a headache from the subs. I believe I play the volume too high with masked subs. I think to myself if they are not high I wont hear them since I snore when I sleep. Also I woke up as a asshole too, I've been ranting stuff, especially about women. The women I sat with yesterday was going for married men, and she acted like she didn't know, and her proof was that the men didn't tell her however if after she found out she kept going on about them, one of which who I knew but yet she acted like everyone wants her. I wasn't disgusted about it yesterday but now I am. I also got caught pinching her cheeks by one of my family friends but I was so calm and careless when they asked who she was, and I said lawyer to help me fight my speeding ticket, told them I was just fooling with her head so she could fight it off. Of course all of this was talked in another language. I had felt so bad and ashamed to be caught with a 34 year old, I couldn't get over it, and this morning the feeling is worse cause that family member likes rumours. ahhhhh I don't know I hope it all ends. I'll update how my day went tonight.
day 79: Woke up just earlier and I could say I had alot of dreams, just very randoms ones, some futuristic with super humans and space travelling. Anyhow, I woke up with a headache from the subs. I believe I play the volume too high with masked subs. I think to myself if they are not high I wont hear them since I snore when I sleep. Also I woke up as a asshole too, I've been ranting stuff, especially about women. The women I sat with yesterday was going for married men, and she acted like she didn't know, and her proof was that the men didn't tell her however if after she found out she kept going on about them, one of which who I knew but yet she acted like everyone wants her. I wasn't disgusted about it yesterday but now I am. I also got caught pinching her cheeks by one of my family friends but I was so calm and careless when they asked who she was, and I said lawyer to help me fight my speeding ticket, told them I was just fooling with her head so she could fight it off. Of course all of this was talked in another language. I had felt so bad and ashamed to be caught with a 34 year old, I couldn't get over it, and this morning the feeling is worse cause that family member likes rumours. ahhhhh I don't know I hope it all ends. I'll update how my day went tonight.
