Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Thanks. I just made the choice to be at peace with things, but also at the same time i try to continue to reach out to help. Right now he is still rejecting my help, but if he listens to any of it, one day he may appreciate it. Its far easier to see things when you become disconnected from them or when they are in someone elses life. I am not the type of person to stand idle and watch someone get hurt or hurt themselves. Sometimes it pisses people off, but id rather have them mad then feel guilty i did nothing, or have them come to me later asking why i did nothing. Id rather be able to say i told you so instead of im sorry i didnt help. I dont have many friends, but thats because one im picky, and 2 im proud to be a true friend and that sometimes takes alot. So i dont obligate myself to more people than i can truely be friends to.