Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Day 28: well i was rudely awakened this morning by a wrong number at 3:30am.. definitely not my idea of fun. Anyway i feel myself disconnecting from the emotions i had yesterday. I still have the questions i doubt he will ever answer and the things i wanted to say to him. He still hasn't answered me. Today i am going to focus on planning out what i have to do. Looks like its probably going to cost me $150-200 to fix everything plus my bills for this month. I just cant believe how badly this was set up. Thankfully i have a good amount of intelligence and was able to realize it sooner rather than later.i think the only reason i didnt figure it own sooner was because i had trusted that everything was done righ because that was the way he set me up. I have way too much stock in samples and not enough in actual product plus i need to change my samples because they just aren't working for a number of reasons. I am still angry that after leaving me like this he couldn't at least offer me some tips to help me get moving faster. I estimate that i would need to make around 400 in sales for this month to be where i needed. Last month i made 20 and this month 7. Today i finally get my business cards which should help me promote better. Thankfully the weather has been favorable for being outside. Unfortunately the park hasnt yielded much in terms of results. I wish i could have collaborated with him. To get his help and also to show him some of the things i learned that would help him later on. Guess its all just wishful thinking. It won't be this bad for long. I work at it every day and hopefully the word of mouth will start to help things pick up. First on my to do list is redoing my demo products. Hopefully that will be soon too. Anyway im going to try to go back to sleep. My dreams were actually kinda interesting.