Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Well 5 miles and change later i have blown off quite a bit of stress and anger. I am less confrontational at the moment. I dont understand what difference it makes in the long run if he answers me or not. But it just feels like it needs to be put out there, the questions need asking and i want his honesty in them. The sad part is that if he had tried to teach me and had more patience he could have had anything he wanted from me. I was willing to learn anything for him. Guess the powers that be felt that it wasn't in my best interest. So i guess im going to give him a couple days to think things over and then depending on how i feel i may or may not decide to pay him a visit. Tomorrow i have to pounce on the mailman so i can get my business cards lol!