Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

I decided that today im going to go blow off some steam and take my bike out for a bit before i get confrontational. I am so mad and dissapointed in someone i thought i could trust. He has forgotten where he came from, and what its like to be at the botyom, to give your heart to someone just to have them break it. Everything goes in cycles. One day the people who are around him for the wrong reasons will become clear, and when he realizes what he lost, the one person who loved him when he had nothing and was nobody. Now he is somebody and seems to have forgotten that fact. Its ok. Money attracts alot of fake people into your life. The more you have the more people are there only for what you have to offer. Your true friends are the ones who were there for you even when you had nohing to offer or give but yourself. Some people need to learn the lesson the hard way. Sometimes that person is me, sometimes its not. I am sure that this was the lesson that i was supposed to teach, but he was so tied up in perfection he missed it. For the astrologers out there saturn is trine Jupiter which indicates a time of balance and order in life. This wasnt a time where i was due to learn about romance, but saturn hit him too. So after careful reflection i know that these events were part of his karmic lessons not mine. It just so happened that i was aided as a byproduct. It doesnt surprise me though, because this isnt the first time i was used for a karmic lesson in his life. For those interested i have attached what the saturn trine jupiter influence is all about as taken from astro.com