Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

I hope you're noticing how much more emotionally mature your responses are now compared to just a few weeks ago.

Thanks. I am just really disappointed that he wouldn't answer me. All in all though i dont need him. I just wanted answers. I will live and move on because i have no choice. I will undo the mess he left me with because again i have no choice. The road might be harder than if he answered me but ill get there eventually.

Day 27: looks like my mom is going to try to bail me out of my mess financially until i get going. Tomorrow i should have my business cards finally so i hope that helps. I have so much to fix and redo i am really behind where i needed to be. At this point i almost have to start over completely. The guy who got me to this point obviously isnt going to help, so i have to struggle to do it myself.

I managed to put myself in the hospital twice due to stress, and yet he still cant answer a simple question for me. Well at least in the future i know what to not have in a guy lol.