05-10-2014, 09:36 PM
Or maybe I just have my volume too high? I play the masked version.
Day 72: I swear it feels like therapy when I come on here and write my day down. Haha.
Anyhow, I had many vivid dreams, some frightening ones, nothing demonic like, just somebody trying to kill me, and I had this power over him and asked him why, and didn't really have an answer for me.
As far as my day goes, I was really into myself today, just analyzing things, not being social, but not in a bad way, it was kind of eye opening. I noticed that some guy I'm working with was trying to impose alpha like traits, by turning his back on me and talking to girls, and only turning to me when he wanted me to do something, and I just kept doing it. I kind of wanted to see how it all worked out, so I played along, wasn't really negative even though at some points I was a bit frustrated. In reality though he's really nervous, especially when he's approached. It's good to analyze this, but in the future I want to be naturally alpha, without having to "try" or "analyze"
I feel my life getting better, things are starting to rebuild, I'm not self sabotaging myself as hard, I like this, I want to continue this way.
Day 72: I swear it feels like therapy when I come on here and write my day down. Haha.
Anyhow, I had many vivid dreams, some frightening ones, nothing demonic like, just somebody trying to kill me, and I had this power over him and asked him why, and didn't really have an answer for me.
As far as my day goes, I was really into myself today, just analyzing things, not being social, but not in a bad way, it was kind of eye opening. I noticed that some guy I'm working with was trying to impose alpha like traits, by turning his back on me and talking to girls, and only turning to me when he wanted me to do something, and I just kept doing it. I kind of wanted to see how it all worked out, so I played along, wasn't really negative even though at some points I was a bit frustrated. In reality though he's really nervous, especially when he's approached. It's good to analyze this, but in the future I want to be naturally alpha, without having to "try" or "analyze"
I feel my life getting better, things are starting to rebuild, I'm not self sabotaging myself as hard, I like this, I want to continue this way.
