Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Ok, so i guess today is another weird day lol. I was sitting at the park, and not much at all was happening when suddenly i get the gut feeling to go to the mall. I figured that maybe its not such a bad idea, maybe i can sell this ring ive been trying to get rid of. So i finally get to the mall and finally find a place that deals in silver. After everything they offer me $1 for the ring. Needless to say i at this point was pissed off. So far it seems like this was a wasted trip. Maybe my gut was wrong or there is something i haven't figured out yet. On the bright side though i noticed that my emotional attachment to the mall is gone. I am no longer ready to start crying at every memory. Maybe that was the point? It seems a little odd to drag me on a 2 hour bus ride to show me that i can walk into the mall without crying at the thought of him. Guess we shall see.