05-07-2014, 09:48 AM
Stage 1 Day 32:
I have been feeling different since 4 days now. It's like I'm excited and unmotivated in the same time. I want to act but nothing feel really interesting. I have been resting a bit on movie and series. I want to go out to do something exciting but not get drunk with friends like they want to or just laying around playing video games. The only things that is attracting me right now is sex or going out on motorcycle (which I can't in the week day).
I read the beginning of my journey with AM6 and I feel different from where I started. The beginning seems to be more fun though. I think I'm hitting something here, what I don't know.
Don't feel like working on my current web project right now even if it's not a bad project. I have been upgrading my system and appearance to avoid doing it. It's incredible how a simple font like Helvetica can transform a computer , it's night and day. So right now about work I'm lazy, I'm just enjoying the moment while procrastinating.
This evening I felt horny, I was in the flow, my brain was clear even if I was tired. I visualized fucking a girl very easily, I was almost able to have an orgasm without touching myself. But I wasn't alone so I didn't go any further.
Tonight is gonna be the last night where I listen to stage 1. I'm still dreaming about OGSF stuff every night. I'm really waiting for the next stage, I'm wondering how it's going to affect me.
I have been feeling different since 4 days now. It's like I'm excited and unmotivated in the same time. I want to act but nothing feel really interesting. I have been resting a bit on movie and series. I want to go out to do something exciting but not get drunk with friends like they want to or just laying around playing video games. The only things that is attracting me right now is sex or going out on motorcycle (which I can't in the week day).
I read the beginning of my journey with AM6 and I feel different from where I started. The beginning seems to be more fun though. I think I'm hitting something here, what I don't know.
Don't feel like working on my current web project right now even if it's not a bad project. I have been upgrading my system and appearance to avoid doing it. It's incredible how a simple font like Helvetica can transform a computer , it's night and day. So right now about work I'm lazy, I'm just enjoying the moment while procrastinating.
This evening I felt horny, I was in the flow, my brain was clear even if I was tired. I visualized fucking a girl very easily, I was almost able to have an orgasm without touching myself. But I wasn't alone so I didn't go any further.
Tonight is gonna be the last night where I listen to stage 1. I'm still dreaming about OGSF stuff every night. I'm really waiting for the next stage, I'm wondering how it's going to affect me.
