05-06-2014, 10:30 PM
Day 68: I'm in a dilemma..I don't know what to do anymore...I want to find my perfect career but I'm so inconsistent with jobs it sucks. On thursday I'll be going to a temporary work position I was offered, and will be doing an interview with them. It's about an Over watch safety person, a entry level position to overwatch people going into confined spaces. If I take the job, with the overtime hours, i'll make about 4-5 grand in month. However it's about a month or two of work. Which I like since it's only that long. However I feel like after this job I'll be back to square one again. With no expertise in a real career. So having to rely on restaurant jobs or a sales job. I'm really interested in Internet marketing however I fear that I'll waste lots of time on it wont make money, and lets say I do, eventually one day I wont because the internet is always changing. It's a big risk. I might ask for a part time position at the restaurant I work at, so that I can work in this next job offer full time, make the money I need and then go back to full time restaurant and grow from there. Maybe If I do this, atleast I'll know Ill move up in the restaurant business, maybe get into management eventually and do that for a few years and if I find a different career path that's risky, I still have the "management" experience to go back to working in a restaurant. Sounds like a good plan, however I have to make a commitment to this which I'm really not good at, but honestly writing this stuff down makes me feel better, helps me release thoughts that I have boggled up that I may have not even known about, I feel like I'm learning more about myself. I don't know if this is LTU which is trying to clear up fears, and helping me consciously think about them or keeping a journal to read and understand my own thoughts. Awesome. Haha.
