Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Day 21: i have found myself struggling today. I went back to a place we had been together and its all i can do to keep from crying. I am trying to face this, i am trying to let go but i never expected it to hurt this much. I am having such a hard time at the moment just keeping it together nevermind putting my thoughts where they should be. I feel very much like im pouring alcohol on an open wound. I have to face this i guess. I need to be stronger. I feel incomplete like part of me is missing. I wonder if he knew how much pain id have to go through for the greater good. Well i guess this is one case of whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger. Hopefully it passes soon. Im sick of hurting.