05-04-2014, 08:56 PM
Day 66: I hate that I feel like my life is going no where. I've felt so unmotivated...I have ideas, goals and I start working on them but after a few days or if I'm lucky weeks, I find something else that interests me and try that and lose track on what I originally set my mind to. I'm the biggest procastinator when it comes down to chores or goals. I create hype but if anything is missing or too much is needed to be done, I quit. I wanted a beachbody before summer and I haven't even started. I wanted to start back in school but don't feel motivated or ready, I fear I'll fail, cause I've tried and when it gets tough I get so behind that I don't know what's going on. I change jobs more then I change a pair of shoes. In one year I average about 5-6 different jobs. I have a bad memory..I learn something and after awhile I'll completely forget all about it. It doesn't get retained. Ah I feel a crises. I could go on and on.
