05-04-2014, 05:57 AM
@Fonzy , interesting insights.
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Stage 1 Day 16 :
well i have done most of stage 1, i got about 250 hours exposure.
i'm worried about becoming older without much accomplishment.
literally i have no money and waiting for 2,3 customers to pay me
it's funny translating a book about being millionaire and having no money.
today had an interview with a company that my friend works in.last week he called and said : "they want talented guy who can master new programming languages" i knew the CEO. it goes about 6 years back when i was a teenager.we worked shortly before he founded this company he's 5-6 years older than me.any way he said we want someone to work on PC application and i was surprised because i was there for web programming.i said look every one has a goal and mine is to work on web application. he asked me if i knew someone for " project manager " position.i named a woman i know ( he wants a woman) and said i'm more interested in this position and i talked a little about why i'm good for it. he liked it.and when i was leaving he said i learned a lot ( i gave him ideas for his business)
in the way back to home i felt like crap.it was first time that after starting AM but i act normally.
smiling is easier than explaining what's wrong with you.
i fear being an old guy and leaving poorly.mayby it's OFGS hitting me.i feel useless,hopeless.i even think about my ex.Since the she's going to be someone's wife it's not right to think about her.just want to forget her.you know the problem with dating hot girls is in the future it's harder to not noticing them
and procrastination like chain trying to control me it's loose but it's still there.i don't care if AM breaks me into pieces if in the end makes me an Alpha Male.
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Stage 1 Day 16 :
well i have done most of stage 1, i got about 250 hours exposure.
i'm worried about becoming older without much accomplishment.
literally i have no money and waiting for 2,3 customers to pay me
it's funny translating a book about being millionaire and having no money.
today had an interview with a company that my friend works in.last week he called and said : "they want talented guy who can master new programming languages" i knew the CEO. it goes about 6 years back when i was a teenager.we worked shortly before he founded this company he's 5-6 years older than me.any way he said we want someone to work on PC application and i was surprised because i was there for web programming.i said look every one has a goal and mine is to work on web application. he asked me if i knew someone for " project manager " position.i named a woman i know ( he wants a woman) and said i'm more interested in this position and i talked a little about why i'm good for it. he liked it.and when i was leaving he said i learned a lot ( i gave him ideas for his business)
in the way back to home i felt like crap.it was first time that after starting AM but i act normally.
smiling is easier than explaining what's wrong with you.
i fear being an old guy and leaving poorly.mayby it's OFGS hitting me.i feel useless,hopeless.i even think about my ex.Since the she's going to be someone's wife it's not right to think about her.just want to forget her.you know the problem with dating hot girls is in the future it's harder to not noticing them
and procrastination like chain trying to control me it's loose but it's still there.i don't care if AM breaks me into pieces if in the end makes me an Alpha Male.
where attention goes energy flows and result show
