Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

So tonight was very productive. I managed to write out a daily routine etc for myself along with goals etc. In the morning i am going to begin work on some of my studies which i haven't really been doing fully, but rather partially because i was making the excuse i didnt have time to do it all and do it right. Tomorrow (lol or rather in a few hours) i am focusing on following rules and doing things exactly the right way and not my way. Its time to step up in all ways. I am starting over from scratch in one particular area because it needs to be done and done to the letter.

I am starting to feel alot better now i have put some structure to focus on in place. I finally feel myself letting go and accepting things for what they are. I find myself starting to focus on the future and no longer dwelling on the things that are. I am starting to put trust in the timing of things, and that there are things i cannot see at work. This is probably one of many good changes to come as a result of what happened.

Besides you dont have to be with someone to love them and have them in your heart. I am finally starting to see what that meant and how its possible.

Anyway the to do list is done for today and its time to relax and focus my thoughts before going to bed.