Day 19: im not quite sure how i feel today. Im still physically sick. At the moment i just feel empty emotionally. Ive pushed myself pretty hard these past few days, and probably too hard. Its been a long time since ive been sick.
The emotional turmoil has been almost more than i can bear. I guess i just need time to work it all out. Who knows. I was told that all things come in cycles. I hope so. I really hope this pain goes away soon.
I dont know why the loss of one person can turn me so far upside down its not even funny. No one else has ever had this affect on me.
Edit: well me and my daughter had a nice picnic breakfast. I was hoping to catch some people at the park to sell to, but no such luck today. It started to look like rain, and i wasn't feeling well, so we packed up and went home after our picnic.
The emotional turmoil has been almost more than i can bear. I guess i just need time to work it all out. Who knows. I was told that all things come in cycles. I hope so. I really hope this pain goes away soon.
I dont know why the loss of one person can turn me so far upside down its not even funny. No one else has ever had this affect on me.
Edit: well me and my daughter had a nice picnic breakfast. I was hoping to catch some people at the park to sell to, but no such luck today. It started to look like rain, and i wasn't feeling well, so we packed up and went home after our picnic.
"Our greatest weakness lies in giving up. The most certain way to succeed is always to try just one more time."
Thomas A. Edison
"Your life doesn't get better by chance it gets better by choice" Unknown
Listening to BASE 3G since July 2, 2014.
Thomas A. Edison
"Your life doesn't get better by chance it gets better by choice" Unknown
Listening to BASE 3G since July 2, 2014.
