05-02-2014, 11:41 PM
Thanks for your kind words jonathan, didn't think anyone is really reading my journal, nice to know this. Honestly I'm so tempted to do am6 or the learning subs just because I feel like on some days I hit a plateu so I tell myself maybe I should go on to another sub now, but if I can commit to 6 months I believe I'll be permanetly changed for the better, so yeah I'll stick.
day 64: So the chick that I have been mentioning about these past few days, ended up not coming over, yet again found an excuse not to, this time her little brother hurt his finger at a soccer game, and had a cast and her brother supposedly asked her to stay home after the next day which I didn't believe. I gave her 3 chances and everytime she had an excuse, I'm sure either she was trying to make me try harder for her and make me want her badly or she didn't get permission from parents. Anyhow, I've blocked and deleted her off of everything and warned her if she had any other excuses for not showing up that she would get blocked and so she did. That's the end of that. I'm done with her because, if she has missed 3 chances for us to get together then imagine if I dated her, I'd constantly be let down by promises that werent kept. If this was the old me, I'd just say to myself, ah just keep her around even if it's for a one night stand, but no, no more chances, no more letting myself feel less valued. She had her chances and missed all. NEXT.
day 64: So the chick that I have been mentioning about these past few days, ended up not coming over, yet again found an excuse not to, this time her little brother hurt his finger at a soccer game, and had a cast and her brother supposedly asked her to stay home after the next day which I didn't believe. I gave her 3 chances and everytime she had an excuse, I'm sure either she was trying to make me try harder for her and make me want her badly or she didn't get permission from parents. Anyhow, I've blocked and deleted her off of everything and warned her if she had any other excuses for not showing up that she would get blocked and so she did. That's the end of that. I'm done with her because, if she has missed 3 chances for us to get together then imagine if I dated her, I'd constantly be let down by promises that werent kept. If this was the old me, I'd just say to myself, ah just keep her around even if it's for a one night stand, but no, no more chances, no more letting myself feel less valued. She had her chances and missed all. NEXT.
