05-02-2014, 09:54 PM
(This post was last modified: 04-26-2018, 02:05 AM by JackOfHearts.)
Stage 1 Day 28:
I was raise in a **** which was poor like hell fifty years ago. Which was slave 100 years ago so you bet my country is not at all dominant. Most of them think they are now rich whereas they are still slave but now it's money and they don't have a lot of it but they compare to before so they are like children toying with money for the first time.
I didn't think I had so much GSF but looking how I was raised and by whom and with the divorce when I was 12 it becomes clear.
I had a dream last night which was crazy: I was forcefully trying to control my mom and she all of the sudden acting crazy and destroying all the widows/doors. So there were a lot of glass on the ground and I was barefoot. In the end I was running and she was trying to kill me
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In reality my parents are not normal at all, they are nice on the outside but they don't know a lot about living. My father is a***and a little entrepreneur. He doesn't have friend and was abuse by his father when he was around 5. My mom was born and raised in *** she is nice but crazy/unstable.
Sometimes I'm wondering how I still excel in my life when I have all this background but part of this helped me to become who I am now. I have seen how life can be miserable when I though this was a great living ( I was blind ).
Now with this program I'm now able to act and go live somewhere else outside this craziness disguise in paradise.
I was raise in a **** which was poor like hell fifty years ago. Which was slave 100 years ago so you bet my country is not at all dominant. Most of them think they are now rich whereas they are still slave but now it's money and they don't have a lot of it but they compare to before so they are like children toying with money for the first time.
I didn't think I had so much GSF but looking how I was raised and by whom and with the divorce when I was 12 it becomes clear.
I had a dream last night which was crazy: I was forcefully trying to control my mom and she all of the sudden acting crazy and destroying all the widows/doors. So there were a lot of glass on the ground and I was barefoot. In the end I was running and she was trying to kill me
. In reality my parents are not normal at all, they are nice on the outside but they don't know a lot about living. My father is a***and a little entrepreneur. He doesn't have friend and was abuse by his father when he was around 5. My mom was born and raised in *** she is nice but crazy/unstable.
Sometimes I'm wondering how I still excel in my life when I have all this background but part of this helped me to become who I am now. I have seen how life can be miserable when I though this was a great living ( I was blind ).
Now with this program I'm now able to act and go live somewhere else outside this craziness disguise in paradise.
