Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Ok so i think ive figured this one out. Im being scared of the risk and uncertainties that lie with the ups and downs of a business. In thinking about a job i was seeking a security blanket. I mean realistically if i couldn't succeed and couldnt make this support me, my friend wouldn't have set me up to start this. They would have told me if i needed to do something different. I need to have that same confidence in myself that they have in me. I still fear that my fears are going to hurt me. I need to force that negativity out of my mind as fast as possible. Now the next question.. how do i do that. If i run back to what ive always done then i wont get anywhere different. Logically i know i have to push as hard as i can with this business and give it my everything, but i am scared that i wont make enough for the bills. I really want to conquer that fear asap. If i dont then i will fail. So i guess today is going to be about building my confidence and positive affirmations. I have to trust myself no matter how scared i get. I can do this. I can't afford not to.