Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[swisston]

It does sound a lot like you had an unhealthy dependency upon your ex for your own happiness, which probably put a lot of pressure on him too. Hopefully once you are out of the crisis period, and your business is going, you will be able to try to build up your self love, confidence and acceptance.

Longer term, the Alpha Female sub which would give you a lot more inner confidence to just be happy in yourself.

Hope that I am not interfering or over stepping any boundaries here