Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Well after thinking things through i figured that going to the hospital probably would cause problems. For one i wouldn't have a way home, and the trouble it would cause wouldn't be worth the cure, and the likelihood its anything that could be life threatening is slim. In other news Im increasing the number of hours per day im using the sub to as many as possible. Hopefully it will keep my subconscious busy being productive instead of sabotaging things. Im slowly trying to let go and just trust things to happen for the best. Im not totally there yet, but im getting closer.

Another thing ive come to is that it doesn't matter who you were, what matters is how you shape who you become. I am starting to finally figure out who i want to be. When i get there it will be worth celebrating. The past is the past, but tomorrow can still be molded through my actions today.