Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Im home safe. Not sure yet if im going to need to go to the hospital, but ill rest for a bit and cross that bridge later. So anyway i ended up riding a total of 8 miles and of course i had to end up at the very same publix he took me to for the money orders to move. Every time i turn around there is another reminder and it hurts so much. I accomplished nothing except probably hurting myself so far today, and it angers me. At this rate i dont know what pain is worse, the pain of not having him or the pain of knowing it was all my fault. Anyway its time to put everything down and rest before i go do something else stupid emotionally.