04-30-2014, 03:46 AM
Day 61: I'm become nicer and upfront, but in a positive way. I don't react to people's negativity, it takes alot, and by that point ill consciously tell myself to leave or ignore, or even say something to end it. Seeing the chick tomorrow that i've been recently talking to. She texts me lots, calls.. etc. She's wanting to call in sick for work tomorrow so she can spend the whole day with me. She mentioned a lot of times that she didn't want me to expect sex on the first date, but my motto is, Go with the flow, I told her, I don't know if we will or we wont but I'm the type to go with the flow, if you can't do that, I'll hang up and wont be a need for us to talk. She almost cried and said she's sorry for bringing that up. I'm feeling a sense of high value, and self esteem, if people don't fit right with me, I don't need to have them in my life. Of course some things will have to be mutual and agreed upon, but I'm more selective of everything these days and I like it.
