Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Day 15: ok, so this morning i wake up and head out to get some milk when i noticed a package left at my door. At first i burst into tears having not had the chance to see the person who i knew left it, but then i was able to quickly remind myself that i should be giving the gift of my smile instead of my tears. So in a span of about a mibute i had gone from crying to smiling. Then came my next test. I was strongly tempted to make a Stupid move based on emotions. This time however i was strong enough to think it through and do the right thing. I am really happy i didnt let myself be tempted into a very bonheaded move. Hopefully it was a test that i will continue to pass. I can already see tremendous growth even in just the last few days. Hopefully soon i will master the lessons that im supposed to learn.