Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Day 14: so today is another day. I feel lousy again this morning, perhaps its just from grief. I am looking foward to taking my first order to the post office today. Hopefully it will distract me for at least a little Bit. I didnt think it was going to be so hard to say goodbye. I know its for the best, but it hurts so much. I made the mistake of picking up a shirt of mine and it smelled so strongly of their signature scent i broke down crying. Everything is a reminder of them lately, but also a reminder of the fact im growing and improving myself daily. I cant make anyone else happy until i find the strength to make myself happy. My consolation is in the fact that i can finally see the bigger picture. And when you see how each piece fits it makes it easier to accept. These are just growing pains on the path to success.