04-25-2014, 12:57 AM
Day 56: This cute girl I been talking to at work invited me out clubbing. Notice myself giving off good vibes. I still have times where I get real quiet and think hard to myself or have nothing to say or don't join into convos but maybe that's what "needing approval" vs just quiet person comes in for me. What I mean is I'm not sure which it is, but I really do think deep thoughts once in awhile it use to be all the time, and I'd be a social outkast in those moments but now I tell myself its okay to be quiet once inawhile it could make people wanna initiate convos with me first, and honestly that's what happems sometimes, I'd be so quiet but good body language that has confidence and people start their own convos with me.