10-24-2010, 09:14 AM
@ K train: not a very strong urge to rebel but it's more of an annoyance when someone tells me to do something. Also I feel emotionally distant at times (not all the time thankfully!).
There is also an urge for me to sell as much of my stuff as I possibly can and move back to SoCal. Whether that counts as being rebellious, I don't know but the thought comes up from time to time.
Honestly, I have felt out of place here in AR as soon as my family moved here back in 1980. I just don't feel like this is "home" to me so therefore the urge for me to move back where I came from.
Who knows, maybe I will come to embrace living here but I honesty don't see how. LOL!
There is also an urge for me to sell as much of my stuff as I possibly can and move back to SoCal. Whether that counts as being rebellious, I don't know but the thought comes up from time to time.
Honestly, I have felt out of place here in AR as soon as my family moved here back in 1980. I just don't feel like this is "home" to me so therefore the urge for me to move back where I came from.
Who knows, maybe I will come to embrace living here but I honesty don't see how. LOL!
Get your pickles!!!
