Jennie's Journal with Emotional Pain Relief and Healing Aid

[jennielee]

Day 7: so again another night filled with weird dreams that seemingly make no sense. There was an island and a horse stable involved, as well as some weird town. the distance between the two areas was very small, but separated by what could be a large canal of sorts. there was an area with boat ramps on either side to allow you to put a small boat in the water, but the boats all seemed scarce.

so anyway aside from that, yesterday I spent some time thinking about a statement someone made to me that really hurt. I took the time to dissect why it bothered me, and what i can do about it. I came to a point where I have to take a stand and not allow any failures to feel like they mean the end of the world. Before this was one of the things that had me so tied up in my fear of failing. Now its time for that to change. sure everything has its consequences, but they can't mean the end of the world for me any more. so today i'm really going to focus on shifting my view of my failings. from now on they are just a stepping stone toward my goal of success and becoming a better person.