04-21-2014, 01:02 AM
Early stage 4
I'm noticing a few things.
1. Little regard for other people. Half the time I walk around like no one else is even there.
2. Get lots of bs from people. When I go out to clubs I feel like people are trying to assert their higher status over me.
3. More slow speaking, stronger body language. And a strong desire to do my job, and business well.
4. Improving barriers. Last few days I've been around some people who
Used to be big influences on me, listening to them now I just hear bullshit from them. I try to distance myself from their negativity and when they don't stop complaining and criticising everything I just say stop.
5. Disconnecting from negativity. I don't want to even listen to
Negative shit. I can't be bothered with eminem and his misery playing in my ears for instance even though I love the guys music.
6. Meeting alphas. I have met a number of alphas in this time. Ran into some big time gangster who was talking to me in a club. He started talking to a girl and then his body guard told me to f/off. Similar experiences with others, a wealthy guy who owns a big real estate company, was out drinking with him.
There are more but what I seem to be getting is how to have less power than someone without it being an issue. Some people are much more developed. That's the way of
It. So how do you spend time with em without suplicating.
Women don't give a shit about me right now. I don't seem to be attracting them at all. When I do meet some though they look like they want to talk all the time, even though my
Conversation is awful these days.
I'm noticing a few things.
1. Little regard for other people. Half the time I walk around like no one else is even there.
2. Get lots of bs from people. When I go out to clubs I feel like people are trying to assert their higher status over me.
3. More slow speaking, stronger body language. And a strong desire to do my job, and business well.
4. Improving barriers. Last few days I've been around some people who
Used to be big influences on me, listening to them now I just hear bullshit from them. I try to distance myself from their negativity and when they don't stop complaining and criticising everything I just say stop.
5. Disconnecting from negativity. I don't want to even listen to
Negative shit. I can't be bothered with eminem and his misery playing in my ears for instance even though I love the guys music.
6. Meeting alphas. I have met a number of alphas in this time. Ran into some big time gangster who was talking to me in a club. He started talking to a girl and then his body guard told me to f/off. Similar experiences with others, a wealthy guy who owns a big real estate company, was out drinking with him.
There are more but what I seem to be getting is how to have less power than someone without it being an issue. Some people are much more developed. That's the way of
It. So how do you spend time with em without suplicating.
Women don't give a shit about me right now. I don't seem to be attracting them at all. When I do meet some though they look like they want to talk all the time, even though my
Conversation is awful these days.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
