04-16-2014, 09:05 AM
(04-16-2014, 07:56 AM)lokko Wrote: Day 48: I woke up this morning realizing I didn't have the subs on reply loop. So I started the subs and went back to sleep and I had lots of dreams. The dreams were trying to show me a path, that every action I take has a reaction. I figured in my dream all the paths I didn't want to take, and overcame some fears of being stuck in those paths. Everything was in a little bit slower in motion so not only was I thinking in the dream, I was also living as if it was a non lucid dream. To describe it better, it was as if I was re running a scene and my thinking level so third person and narrating, giving me helpful tips, put me into realization mode. It was awesome. I woke up feeling better. I realized all the fears I have overcome with this sub. The fear of dying has gone down 90%. The guilt and shame I had about sex and premature ejaculation went down 50%. I have become more careless about things that would hurt me, I just don't take those paths, I take paths I'm in control of. Haven't hit a plateu after all. However in the back of my head I still want to start MLS sub as soon as I can.
Excellent .. lokko... but I suggest you to run it at least 5 to 6 months. Result will be more permanent and you feel a kinda "easiness and natural" feeling deep down inside you. With this new standard of your own platform starting MLS will help you develop your cognition in superior level. So far I am happy to see , your metamorphosis : D .
