04-13-2014, 01:20 PM
Day 45: Just woke up from a dream where I was going through a virtual life game. Something that would happen in the future when we reach that technology. However at one of the stages, I came up a woman and I paid her $40 and we started having sex. I was semi lucid in the dream so I was controlling my premature ejaculation by thrusting slow, stopping when I felt like cumming and continuing. According to my dream it felt like 3-5 mins past by. This was a big improvement, because usually if I ever have a dream where I am having sex I last under 30 seconds and most of the time I wake up with realizing I came in real life during the dream. Yes that's how severe my condition is, but now I think I'm overcoming the mental aspect of my premature ejaculation. Since LTU has overcoming gulit, shame, fear, which is the mental part of my condition. I think if I started working on the physical aspect too now, I'll cure this. Will be starting a journal on a different forum related to what I have tomorrow. whoop whoop!
