04-06-2014, 07:21 PM
Day 38:
We had a family get together and all my uncles own a company which they subcontract under one of my uncles, lets call him uncle A. Uncle A has a well educated wife who takes care of the office side of the company. They have most of the money. She acts all mighty and queenish like around my family. So today I was more confident and calm in the family talks and she noticed it and then tried to belittle me by saying "Why are you like this?" I was like, "Like what?" she's like you're not really a family person, you're not like your uncles. I didn't really catch on to what she was trying to do but afterwhile I realized she's trying to make me feel butthurt. She then spoke of how old I was, as if I she didn't know, and what my situation was with life and work. I told her my career is freedom and she didn't expect that and kept trying to belittle me subconsciously. I opposed everything and came from a positive state, she felt stupid probably I dunno but she's got strong grounds. Normally when this stuff happens I'd be quiet and sit in a corner like body language, and then everyone would follow and say "Why aren't you in school, blah blah blah" And they kinda attempted but I had such calmness and confidence they couldn't. I think I handled it well, however they are right, I've got to do something with my life. I don't want to live dependent anymore. I want financial freedom and a good life.
We had a family get together and all my uncles own a company which they subcontract under one of my uncles, lets call him uncle A. Uncle A has a well educated wife who takes care of the office side of the company. They have most of the money. She acts all mighty and queenish like around my family. So today I was more confident and calm in the family talks and she noticed it and then tried to belittle me by saying "Why are you like this?" I was like, "Like what?" she's like you're not really a family person, you're not like your uncles. I didn't really catch on to what she was trying to do but afterwhile I realized she's trying to make me feel butthurt. She then spoke of how old I was, as if I she didn't know, and what my situation was with life and work. I told her my career is freedom and she didn't expect that and kept trying to belittle me subconsciously. I opposed everything and came from a positive state, she felt stupid probably I dunno but she's got strong grounds. Normally when this stuff happens I'd be quiet and sit in a corner like body language, and then everyone would follow and say "Why aren't you in school, blah blah blah" And they kinda attempted but I had such calmness and confidence they couldn't. I think I handled it well, however they are right, I've got to do something with my life. I don't want to live dependent anymore. I want financial freedom and a good life.
