03-24-2014, 09:18 PM
Day 25: Was at my bartending job and I've become more nice and open, that they are giving me more training shifts, people are being more nice. There was a new girl and I asked her for a pen and she played with her hair lots and asked me questions on the computer system and i was like..I don't know, shes like why, I'm like I'm new too and shes like well w.e we can learn together, she wanted me to stay around, even tho the manager was around to help her. I could tell she was interested in me, but I didn't really give her interest back. Later on found out she had 2 kids and etc. She was a 6.5 in her serving clothes, I bet if she was in her best outfit going out she'd be a 7.5.. Anyway, was great day cause I'm starting to build a better compusure of myself, what I mean by that is, I'm holding myself together, not letting people's negativity get to me, staying positive and all is working out well! 
Mind you I had to do lots of tapping, which I haven't really told you guys about. This sub made me go through lots of anger feelings and I couldn't deal with it so I tapped on it. Even today it started out with anger. Seems to me it's only my mornings or late nights, but ever since tapping on them it's become less.
Mind you I had to do lots of tapping, which I haven't really told you guys about. This sub made me go through lots of anger feelings and I couldn't deal with it so I tapped on it. Even today it started out with anger. Seems to me it's only my mornings or late nights, but ever since tapping on them it's become less.
