03-22-2014, 05:11 PM
Day 32
I'm going to continue this program until I feel like I'm done (thanks shmily for helping me decide). I'm learning too much about myself using EPRHA to give it up lightly at this stage. Whilst I want the benefits promised by AM I'm not sure I'm willing to trade the introspection and growth triggered by EPRHA.
I woke up today and experienced a feeling of elation and happiness I experienced as a child at the beginning of at least one school year. I felt back to when I was standing in the warm sunlight surrounded by friends all equally excited to be back with each other after summer break and realised I hadn't experienced that happiness in years and years. How did I let myself get to a stage where I prioritised extrinsic motivations over happiness?
I feel like I'm finally finding myself again. What I want. What's important to me. I've been on a journey, friends, and I'm finally finding my way back to me.
I'm going to continue this program until I feel like I'm done (thanks shmily for helping me decide). I'm learning too much about myself using EPRHA to give it up lightly at this stage. Whilst I want the benefits promised by AM I'm not sure I'm willing to trade the introspection and growth triggered by EPRHA.
I woke up today and experienced a feeling of elation and happiness I experienced as a child at the beginning of at least one school year. I felt back to when I was standing in the warm sunlight surrounded by friends all equally excited to be back with each other after summer break and realised I hadn't experienced that happiness in years and years. How did I let myself get to a stage where I prioritised extrinsic motivations over happiness?
I feel like I'm finally finding myself again. What I want. What's important to me. I've been on a journey, friends, and I'm finally finding my way back to me.
