03-17-2014, 06:57 PM
Stage 5, Day 9
I'm getting this sensation of 'incomplete', something that I doubt will leave unless I make it leave, by which I mean external events probably won't make it go away. Probably just some resistance; I'm glad I switched over to Trickling stream, just in case.
Practiced probably 2,5 hours today; I'm very proud of how far I've come with my practicing. I'm almost up to full speed on Luttrell by Tommy Emmanuel (I'm at 125 bpm, where the full song is 138), and I'm starting to build momentum on 'Gameshow Rag/Cannonball Rag'.
School wise, I spent probably 3 hours working on a master build of a script for a text to speech program, using my class notes to create study tracks to fully integrate my classnotes.
I told only one person at my job about what happened with my date, and it will probably only ever be with her that I talk about it; I want to be courteous and not open my mouth about such things. Lol, I post it all on a public forum.
Today was fast day, but I still ate enough to have energy. It's technically a fast day to make up for all the junk you eat the day before, but those last 6 hours on Sunday when I was awake, I was either working on stuff, at the bar, or getting my 'd' s'ed. No complaints, but I ate less than I should have.
I've started a chat with an old flame; well, she's newly single, but not too happy about how the relationship ended.
The woman from yesterday texted me; we had a brief exchange.
I'm seeing another girl tomorrow on campus; I told myself YOLO, so I'll just bite the bullet and kiss her. This one, I want to have in my life in some way.
If my summer is going to start the way I intend it to; I'll finish using Alpha Male and Maximum Learning Speed (which I'm slacking on to make more room for AM) around mid May, and then I'll begin using 'Maximum Sales Success 4G' & 'Master Your Instrument for Speed 3G' for 90 days until mid August, then Life Tune Up 5G for 3-6 months, we'll see.
I'm getting this sensation of 'incomplete', something that I doubt will leave unless I make it leave, by which I mean external events probably won't make it go away. Probably just some resistance; I'm glad I switched over to Trickling stream, just in case.
Practiced probably 2,5 hours today; I'm very proud of how far I've come with my practicing. I'm almost up to full speed on Luttrell by Tommy Emmanuel (I'm at 125 bpm, where the full song is 138), and I'm starting to build momentum on 'Gameshow Rag/Cannonball Rag'.
School wise, I spent probably 3 hours working on a master build of a script for a text to speech program, using my class notes to create study tracks to fully integrate my classnotes.
I told only one person at my job about what happened with my date, and it will probably only ever be with her that I talk about it; I want to be courteous and not open my mouth about such things. Lol, I post it all on a public forum.
Today was fast day, but I still ate enough to have energy. It's technically a fast day to make up for all the junk you eat the day before, but those last 6 hours on Sunday when I was awake, I was either working on stuff, at the bar, or getting my 'd' s'ed. No complaints, but I ate less than I should have.
I've started a chat with an old flame; well, she's newly single, but not too happy about how the relationship ended.
The woman from yesterday texted me; we had a brief exchange.
I'm seeing another girl tomorrow on campus; I told myself YOLO, so I'll just bite the bullet and kiss her. This one, I want to have in my life in some way.
If my summer is going to start the way I intend it to; I'll finish using Alpha Male and Maximum Learning Speed (which I'm slacking on to make more room for AM) around mid May, and then I'll begin using 'Maximum Sales Success 4G' & 'Master Your Instrument for Speed 3G' for 90 days until mid August, then Life Tune Up 5G for 3-6 months, we'll see.
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