03-08-2014, 11:33 PM
Stage 4, Day 32
Got back late, woke up late-ish. My voice was shot to hell; today is performance day. Uh-oh. Ultimately, after a gym workout, some water, and some time, it came back relatively. I didn't need it after all; the sound equipment was set up poorly, and I just wound up playing acoustic guitar. It didn't feel like I was heard either. Was pissed off for about 30 seconds lol.
I met two really great girls/women, both older than me. One's a 29 year old skinny brunette, who's a bit stubborn and challenging, but opens up when you're close to her. Down to earth type. The other's a 36 year old skinny blonde, mom of two, divorced. She's very bubbly, very positive, very smiley. Both of them were receptive to me in different ways, both I talked with for a long time. I have the 36 year old's cell number. The other girl seemed a bit hot-cold, and I have access to her Facebook.
Though I have women in my life, I don't feel like I "have" women in my life. The feeling of control is an important one.
Stayed out late. The time changed (Daylight Savings), and now it's super late. I'm going to buy Stage 5 once I post this.
Got back late, woke up late-ish. My voice was shot to hell; today is performance day. Uh-oh. Ultimately, after a gym workout, some water, and some time, it came back relatively. I didn't need it after all; the sound equipment was set up poorly, and I just wound up playing acoustic guitar. It didn't feel like I was heard either. Was pissed off for about 30 seconds lol.
I met two really great girls/women, both older than me. One's a 29 year old skinny brunette, who's a bit stubborn and challenging, but opens up when you're close to her. Down to earth type. The other's a 36 year old skinny blonde, mom of two, divorced. She's very bubbly, very positive, very smiley. Both of them were receptive to me in different ways, both I talked with for a long time. I have the 36 year old's cell number. The other girl seemed a bit hot-cold, and I have access to her Facebook.
Though I have women in my life, I don't feel like I "have" women in my life. The feeling of control is an important one.
Stayed out late. The time changed (Daylight Savings), and now it's super late. I'm going to buy Stage 5 once I post this.
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