Stage 4, Day 29, and there it is
Tapped into my masculine energy pretty much all day today. I feel like a general, maybe this comes from watching too much Gladiator (such a good movie). This is likely due to the Growth Hormone training kicking on; I feel good and I look fucking handsome; I keep looking at myself in the mirror.
Full of myself? Maybe; if I weren't full of myself, I reckon I'd be pretty hollow.
Class was good, gym was intense, I worked on my school stuff, I napped a bit, my music practice was minimal unfortunately, which is where I introduce the more drastic measures; all of my songs, on a loop, playing lightly into my headphones while I sleep, with the subs running. Possibly induced by Sleep Magic. Gosh, this is exciting.
I'm taking some more action than I did yesterday, or the day before, which I mean I'm putting it off. I confirmed two plans, and I reached out to a girl that I met back in September to make some plans; possibly jam, since we both play music. Persuing? I don't really care right now; I keep skipping out of opportunities to talk to women I find relatively attractive (attraction level: 5-7 out of ten), which kind of pissed me off today.
Spent a couple hours speaking with language learners, asking questions in broken Korean to one of the learners. I'm motivated to be more consistent with my flashcards, reading, etc.
Today was a good day, but now, I'm hitting the hay earlier to give this sleep experiment a try.
Tapped into my masculine energy pretty much all day today. I feel like a general, maybe this comes from watching too much Gladiator (such a good movie). This is likely due to the Growth Hormone training kicking on; I feel good and I look fucking handsome; I keep looking at myself in the mirror.
Full of myself? Maybe; if I weren't full of myself, I reckon I'd be pretty hollow.
Class was good, gym was intense, I worked on my school stuff, I napped a bit, my music practice was minimal unfortunately, which is where I introduce the more drastic measures; all of my songs, on a loop, playing lightly into my headphones while I sleep, with the subs running. Possibly induced by Sleep Magic. Gosh, this is exciting.
I'm taking some more action than I did yesterday, or the day before, which I mean I'm putting it off. I confirmed two plans, and I reached out to a girl that I met back in September to make some plans; possibly jam, since we both play music. Persuing? I don't really care right now; I keep skipping out of opportunities to talk to women I find relatively attractive (attraction level: 5-7 out of ten), which kind of pissed me off today.
Spent a couple hours speaking with language learners, asking questions in broken Korean to one of the learners. I'm motivated to be more consistent with my flashcards, reading, etc.
Today was a good day, but now, I'm hitting the hay earlier to give this sleep experiment a try.
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