03-04-2014, 01:35 AM
A reminder just went off on my phone telling me today i begin stage 3.
as I've missed a day I'll begin stage 3 in 2 days.
I really don't know what to make of stage 2 - I don't know what it was getting me to do. I have felt waves of self love and contentment, along with misery and fatigue, anger depression and laziness.
there have been moments when i've felt supremely independent, and others remarkably needy.
at very least i don't feel a huge desire for peoples approval. love and connection maybe - but approval no.
Stage 3 is apparently the 'big guns', I hope it's abit more coherant as stage 2 has been a huge rollercoaster.
Today I'm beginning a 6-week programme of fitness, rebooting my diet and gym routine. I'm working for a new team where, frankly, everyone is alot better than me at their jobs so i'm being pushed to rise to the challenge. i don't particularly see it going well - and i need to plan an exit strategy because frankly i don't see myself working for anyone else long term either.
as I've missed a day I'll begin stage 3 in 2 days.
I really don't know what to make of stage 2 - I don't know what it was getting me to do. I have felt waves of self love and contentment, along with misery and fatigue, anger depression and laziness.
there have been moments when i've felt supremely independent, and others remarkably needy.
at very least i don't feel a huge desire for peoples approval. love and connection maybe - but approval no.
Stage 3 is apparently the 'big guns', I hope it's abit more coherant as stage 2 has been a huge rollercoaster.
Today I'm beginning a 6-week programme of fitness, rebooting my diet and gym routine. I'm working for a new team where, frankly, everyone is alot better than me at their jobs so i'm being pushed to rise to the challenge. i don't particularly see it going well - and i need to plan an exit strategy because frankly i don't see myself working for anyone else long term either.
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
