03-03-2014, 06:26 AM
day 4: I just woke up and had the most vivid dream in my entire life. I dont even know where to begin..it was a long one. I remember facing off this evil queen. She was good before but somehow this dog received her power, and the dogs evil side took over and it turned into a human being but an evil one. It's such a complex dream. I just know I was trying to get out of the dream. Telling myself it had to be a dream but I couldn't get out. I wanted to wake up but it wouldn't work, so I told myself it had to be real then, I started changing my evironment in my dream, I was looking for the good in my life. I was living in this mansion with my fam and I remember it was raining outside and all these ducks were looking for a place to hide, and I couldn't hide them from the rain cause there wasnt enough trees to hide them under and I became so emotional and broke down and cried. Eventually I woke up but I swear it felt like another real life world in my dream. The subs are throwing all these affirmations at me and my subconcious is trying to unveal all my old habits in a complex way and having me to face them whether they are weaknesses I have or fear.