Day 6
I have noticed the effects of Absolute Self Confidence fading in what I would call my conscious self confidence. I still pull out the occasional (appropriately) cocky remark now which is the most noticeable difference from the ASC, otherwise I'm just feeling more exposed since starting EPRHA.
I have also noticed a trend that I definitely now label procrastination (it had been so long I wasn't quite sure if this was it or something else).
I'm putting all of this down to having built my action orientation (Just Do It/Get Shit Done) and my self-confidence on poor foundations--as compensations if you will. I believe EPRHA is undoing a lot of positive behaviour because it is undoing the negative foundations upon which they were built. So right now I'm seeing things that I perceived as positives for my life disappearing. But it's all in the journey I suppose.
I have noticed the effects of Absolute Self Confidence fading in what I would call my conscious self confidence. I still pull out the occasional (appropriately) cocky remark now which is the most noticeable difference from the ASC, otherwise I'm just feeling more exposed since starting EPRHA.
I have also noticed a trend that I definitely now label procrastination (it had been so long I wasn't quite sure if this was it or something else).
I'm putting all of this down to having built my action orientation (Just Do It/Get Shit Done) and my self-confidence on poor foundations--as compensations if you will. I believe EPRHA is undoing a lot of positive behaviour because it is undoing the negative foundations upon which they were built. So right now I'm seeing things that I perceived as positives for my life disappearing. But it's all in the journey I suppose.
