01-19-2014, 02:36 AM
Day 21 Stage 1.
I'm noticing some effects more. Lack of approval seeking is big, desire to be alone is also mounting up.
What's weird is that people keep contacting me right now, just to talk, to ask if I want to hang out, if it's a girl they will always tell me that they miss me. Is this friends manifestation?
I'm feeling emotionally strange at work, like calm but excited, and people are irritating me. Went to a restaurant the other day and the staff were really annoying with their incompetence, then one of them saw me and started serving me especially so I calmed down - felt like a dick after but hey
I'm noticing some effects more. Lack of approval seeking is big, desire to be alone is also mounting up.
What's weird is that people keep contacting me right now, just to talk, to ask if I want to hang out, if it's a girl they will always tell me that they miss me. Is this friends manifestation?
I'm feeling emotionally strange at work, like calm but excited, and people are irritating me. Went to a restaurant the other day and the staff were really annoying with their incompetence, then one of them saw me and started serving me especially so I calmed down - felt like a dick after but hey
Your task is not to seek for Love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.
